I needed to do this.. but regrets followed

When was the last time you did something for yourself? I don't mean making yourself a cup of coffee or taking taking yourself out for the day to say the beach. I mean really, doing something big like leaving the gym, leaving your JOB, leaving friends that don't appreciate you.

Well I did all three things. And like the title suggests yes I regret it. Since then I have tirelessly been looking for a new job, trying to run while slowly feeling my jeans get tighter and realizing how toxic social media really is.

One thing though, I have discovered the beauty of walking. I'm trying to walk everyday. I grew up comfortably, there was always a car in the driveway. My dad put me behind the wheel at 16! My parents never wanted us to struggle. Unfortunately I have always been lazy. Leaving everything to the last minute. Yes, the "r" word comes to mind. I regret it all.

But I guess every decision comes with consequences and ultimately lessons as well. So here I sit, with regret but also with hopefulness. I know something will come my way.